me :D

2011-06-28T05:49:00.000-07:00

i think i really want this haircut D:

its so niceee

and i'm thinking since my hair can get abit flat, this is how it might look like :P

a haircut i might not ever do but i just thought it looked awesome :D

this one is pretty nice but realistically, my hair aint tht volumned xD

2011-06-23T07:07:00.000-07:00

haven't blogged lately not tht anyone has noticed since theres only spammers here xD
still on this rolletcoaster ride called life.

been super busy with assignments then studying then exams then rellies over here and they're gone. so this week i have time for myself.

but this week plus next week got invited to afew events. so busy busy again but all in good fun :)

can't wait for youth camp :) quite exciting yet nerve-wrecking

praying for lots of ppl to come cuz atm signups dun look too good but God is faithful so I believe He'll bring in the ppl :D

bye

2011-06-04T02:54:00.000-07:00

a dose of cuteness!

i dunno why this reminds me of sebastian from mk :P

hehe too cute

this is me bumming right now

kids :3

tiredddddddddddddd zzzz

2011-06-04T02:39:00.000-07:00

a dose of quirkiness

b2st's yoseob and dongwoon :D

joe brooks
:3

yoseob's hair xD

hahaha gikwang! so cute :D love the nerd specs!

2011-05-29T05:29:00.000-07:00

CUTE PUPPIES!!!!!!!!!!

UK HERE I COME~ :D

2011-05-29T05:20:00.001-07:00

cute~

2011-05-27T01:06:00.000-07:00

2011-05-26T01:46:00.000-07:00

so heres a poem that i wrote in yr9 or 10..dun rmb now..

its filled with alliteration and assonance.

so here goes.

SHE'S DREAMING

The deadly demons os Hell

made her scream and shout and yell.

The cat climbed curiously into the scene of screams.

It jumped on her,

and as the image soon clears,

it had all been a dreadful dream that left her

in tears.

this poem is really simple..but yeah...have more poems to come :P
stay tuned hahaha

2011-05-24T16:49:00.000-07:00

omg so sleepy right now. i'm blogging from uni cuz my group meeting is not until 8.30am so i still have time....

psych oral presentation at 10am.

i'm not super nervous but at the same time i'm scared tht what i'm saying doesn't make sense to the class or the tutor..

so gotta pray real hard for that and that our speeches flow well tgt as a group.

after that class, prob going karawara and southies to relax :P

i deserve it.

but still got one last assignment due fri..its for the iportfolio so nothing major.

i hope not anyways.

gtg bye :D

2011-05-18T21:58:00.000-07:00

i really need to start blogging again.
i actually kinda like blogging..

but no time lah..

i shall blog a poem that i wrote in high school next time. maybe next week :)

i love the photoshoot that IU did in SURE magazine!!!
she's so pretty!!
gosh i love fashion! not in a materialistic way but i love the way it looks and the creativeness of it. a form of art i guess.

i think if i had the the money i'd be buying lots of clothes and make diff outfits work.

okt hat didn't relaly make sense..but yeah..

at the same time i think.."my money should be put to better use than that"
like..better use it for God's kingdom than for this silly thing..

haha ok.

i should really get back to my work D:
BYE

2011-05-07T23:24:00.000-07:00

old pictures..haha couldn't really find recent ones..

anyway to dearest mummy,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

I LOVE YOU!!!

u have made my life better than i could imagine!
i'm so blessed that God placed u in my life. i couldn't have asked for a better person than you!

I pray that you will continue to walk in God's will and live a long, fulfilling life :D

from jean

2011-05-07T23:11:00.000-07:00

our fave photographer, bendible :)

the girls :D

my MORTAL, dave :D

the crazy friends :P

OT buddy (y)

my awesome group DELTA!

my first CAMPFIRE :D

the campfire entertainers :)

threesome :3

triplets? nahh the regular in our car, jeannette :D

OPERATION R.E.D.

2011-04-29T23:11:00.000-07:00

going bonkers

2011-04-26T05:25:00.000-07:00

so..i had vibe camp called OPERATION R.E.D.

R edeemed
E quipped
D eclare

hehee it was not too bad...i think youth camp was funner(if there's even such a word) but it was stilll good. game was FUN. my group was like AWESOME esp. jeannette,barry and jerome put together xD hmm angelmortal game was pretty fun tooo except the fact tht i totally thought my mortal hated me...then later on i found out that he was just joking..so at least he thought i was an awesome angel...:D well thts wad he said after anyways..

so yes.....thts all i got.
and yah.................................
hmmm
ok bye

2011-04-19T06:44:00.000-07:00

so heres another one of my fashion posts..some photos have been uploaded months ago but meh :D bet u all forgot anyways :P

simple yet cool.

smart casual :)

sophisticated and calm.

casual but nice.

winter clothes!! want them :D

smart but casual :D:D:D

been wanting high waist shorts for ages but haven't found the perfect pair...:/ hopefully it doesn't go out of fashion too soon.

hehe can't wait for the end of financial year sale :P

going shopping this thurs!!!

but for bday presents..heaps of bdays coming up D:

camp is drawing closer!!!!!!!

but srsly...angel mortal game again =.=

haiz..

anyways....

BYE and be blessed!

2011-04-17T06:49:00.000-07:00

so i went to this jap street fashion blog...

they were all pretty weird fashion but some were kinda unique :P

here are the ones i tot were alright :D

2011-04-17T05:00:00.000-07:00

hehe met up with dearest sue today :D

haven't seen her in a longggggg time!!!

anyway it was a good sesh and nandos made me so FULLL~

yay this week i only have uni on mon and tues!!!!

tues is super full tho...

8-10am H&O

10-11am group meeting

2-4pm HSF

4-5pm lecture

5-6pm PASS

anyways can't wait for vibe camp!!!! :D

GBU <3

2011-04-14T04:57:00.000-07:00

so yes...i finally got my own small desk in my bedroom!! :D:D
i shall take a picture of it once its all set and ready to go..then i'll upload it :P
got an assignment due tmr and a test tmr as well!!!
then after that...only has uni on mon and tues cuz wed have no tute, thurs is off and fri is good friday!!!
WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
then its vibe camp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't wait!!!!!!!

2011-04-06T19:18:00.000-07:00

ASHLEY <3 thank u for everything :)

u are da best! truly my bestfren xoxo

2011-04-05T03:48:00.001-07:00

yoohoo! hello!...i exist u noe.. u cut me deep.

2011-04-03T01:02:00.000-07:00

unfortunately, uncle anthony passed away last wednesday at around 5pm.

2011-03-29T04:19:00.000-07:00

life is short.

somehow recently there has been alot of sickness or spirit of death over my distant relatives.

one uncle passed away not long ago(maybe about 1-2months ago), his brother got murdered(last week) and another uncle is in hospital under life support now(1-2days ago). he suffered a severe sudden stroke and his wife(my dad's cousin) has to make a decision in 9 days time to pull the plug or cont life support. how can such a decision fall on one person? it is God who makes the wisest choice and i pray that the choice she makes will fall under God's plan that her and her family will receive Christ.it really saddens us to see her in this state of devastation.

please pray for them.

my grandma is still in hospital :\ got more infection. pray there she will have joy and peace even in this time. and that my grandpa will not give up and neither will she.

2011-03-28T06:25:00.001-07:00

can't contain it.

excited :)

2011-03-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

i actually feel like changing blogskins but i have no time ugh..

hehe gosh i like this picture :) always wanted to ride on one of those...

maybe when i get a bf i will hehe ;)

so life has been good..

found out an uncle of mine which i have not met before but is my dad's first cousin, was murdered in msia :\ thts sad :(

hmmm but uni has been going alright i guess.

had my first test...hsf...got 80% which is good i guess but i was aiming for 90..ah well its still a HD :D

i'm so into f(x)'s NU ABO right now..its catchy xD

hows u?

2011-03-26T07:55:00.000-07:00

blog posts are meant to be letting out how u feel and what ur day was like.
but at the same time, telling the world wide web about urself without boundaries isn't so good..i guess thts what stops me from expressing wad i truly feel because people are watching all the time..so i try to be careful about wad i say.

2011-03-20T06:39:00.000-07:00

this is one movie i wana watch :D

wonder when it comes out....

2011-03-14T03:09:00.000-07:00

my bffl i miss u!

YTD WAS DEAN'S BIRTHDAY! IT WAS HEAPS FUN AT THE BEACH THO MY LEGS ARE COMPLETELY DRY!! but after the good times, had kinda an argument with my sister..
so we kinda had this family thing where we sorted it out cuz it was more than just one time. i'm so glad we sorted out our misunderstandings and stuff. cried heaps etc but by God's grace it didn't flare up and became a bigger problem. so we prayed after that. and i went to bed at like
12.30am D:

was very tired in the morning but i had to get up cuz i had driving lesson.
driving has been going alright just the reverse parking on the left and the parallel parking thats abit of a problem.

FPHP (foundations for professional health practice) is the most boring unit....

anyway hope ur week will go great!!!!
BYES GBU! :D

2011-03-05T02:14:00.000-08:00

so much has been happening.

week 1 of uni was abit of chaos trying to get used to the system and printing out all these sheets for tutes and lectures and all that as well as getting my books and doing prereadings.

it has been hard balancing uni with leisure and the spiritual side of things.

today was such an eye opener.

went for the healing prayer room launch and lunch haha.

finally had a good convo with my cousins after so long cuz they haven't been coming over for a long time. it was so refreshing to talk to della again and we were like exploring the book of revelations sort of. it was really really interesting how it relates to wad is happening in the world right now.

some awesome things happened too..which i will not say..

but it reminds me how i need to earnestly seek God and He will just reveal things to u over time. and i haven't been doing that alot lately. honestly, i've been distracted by so many things that i have lost the desire to read His word. and today just reminded that i need to get back into it.

the spiritual stuff is so hard to comprehend yet so exciting to learn about and put into practice.

i'm excited for wad God's gonna do in my life this year :D

He is AWESOME!

2011-02-25T19:20:00.000-08:00

omg uni is starting so sooon!
i don't feel very prepared. it feels like theres so much things to do...
need to organise haha
and guess what...i have no frens on the first day of uni D:

well i joined the A.S.I.A club cuz my other frens all joined xD
so many vouchers in the pack they gave :P

ok bye :D

2011-02-15T18:37:00.000-08:00

hmm nothing much to do.

i'm srsly bored.

aircon not working D:

can't wait for uni...srsly!

2011-02-10T06:11:00.001-08:00

hows it going?
3 days left to go till i'm back in the land down under.
i sorta want to be back in perth but at the same time i want to stay a little longer so i can spend time with my family and frens.
its been quite hectic.
got stuff on everyday. so full on.
got a bad headache today but we went orchard as planned anyways..
so i was quite tired today

grandma got admitted to hospital again :(
another infection cuz she has lots of wounds inside.
i really hate seeing her in pain but i can do nothing except pray.
we're having a bday party for her this saturday. i really hope she'll be out of the hospital by then.............

tmr going out with jeannette and jacinta(i thik)..
going to bugis for the FIFTH TIME!
wana go haji lane for the vintage stuffs and i hope i can get a present for my grandma.
and ltr on at night gonna go LACELL to see art exhibition cuz one of jiejie's pieces is being exhibited.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

saturday is cousin day out!!!!!!!!!!!!
gonna watch green hornet xD
can't wait!!!!!!

bye :D

2011-01-28T03:45:00.000-08:00

edited by ben.

picture from grad night :)

2011-01-28T01:31:00.000-08:00

man how hot was it today!!??! D:

anyway it was a fun last day of work :)

got to talk to ppl more and get to know them

sadly, just when i get to know them, i leave :(

ah well fb stalked them already :P

bye off to sg tonite ish!

2011-01-26T00:33:00.000-08:00

apparently dream high ep 8 eng sub comes out monday 31st!

gahh gonna be in sg..

hope i'll get some internet to watch :P though i highly doubt it hehe..

u should watch this taiwan drama called "hi, my sweetheart"

its so funny :P

2011-01-26T00:27:00.000-08:00

Dear God,

please help me make awesome friends in uni.

friendships that will last a lifetime.

thanks :)

Amen.

2011-01-24T06:23:00.000-08:00

hehe new korean drama

recommended by lex and ash :P

its good :D

hehe hope jin gook and hye mi go together instead of

jin gook+baek khee or sam dong+hyemi

haha ok this is lame..

nites :D

2011-01-23T03:01:00.000-08:00

hehe she looks so pretty :)

anyways today was fun.

had lunch at taurus..so filling..

then sat at taurus and talked for like...ever hahaa

went to sennies house :D

alkaline water is just like normal water..

it wasn't as fun cuz no one actually felt the laxatives hahaha

ah well i only drank a sip :P

the most interesting part of the day would be the convo with dave,sam chew and rachie!!

haha it was random AND funny YET serious LOL

then more ppl started joining in so it din become as srs LOL

but it was fun :)

most fun i've had since a long time.

the big DOWN side to working is that i nv have time to spend with my frens..

i miss out all the fun events and when i do go to events...

i feel.....out of place/excluded i guess...cuz everyone has their inside jokes and are closer to each other

so i feel kinda like i don;t belong sometimes :(

i try to have a positive outlook everytime i go but sometimes it turns out the same way again.

though i put a happy front sometimes but not all the time i'm actually enjoying it

but i guess to work, there's a price to pay..

i get the money but then i can't spend as much time with frens.

so i sorta...can't wait to end work but then i'd be going to sg.

i hope i don't miss out too much while i'm gone.

2011-01-13T04:55:00.000-08:00

isn't that a totally cook cake and cupcakes? :D

so for shin's sake. these are my top 10 favs.

actually its pretty ahrd to choose 10 but i'll list the ones tht come to my head first :P

TOFU. super soft and melts in ur mouth :)
KATONG LAKSA!!!!
MUSHROOM SWISS BURGER FROM BK. YUMMMMMMM!
PRAWNS. i can eat HEAPS without getting sick of it. its SOOOO good.
VEGGIE. ikr! the thing ppl hate the most (esp. *cough* hannah *cough*)
I LIKE AEROPLANE JELLY. AEROPLANE JELLY FOR ME....:D
FRUITS. esp. orange,peach,(frozen)grapes,mango(not the artificial flavours),strawberry...
MEAT. something i defs CANNOT live without :P
SASHIMI. fresh only!
CHILLLI. ok no. i do not eat it by itself..but i like the taste of it with OTHER foods. can't take incredibly hot ones like koreans do but i really like the taste of it :D

so there u have it kiddos. my top fav foods. since i'm doing this, might as well name my top 10 fav drinks.

TEA. except chrysanthemum. nice and hot ones.
BUBBLE TEA with sago and aloevera/apple jelly
FRESHLY SQUEEZED ORANGE JUICE WITH PULP!
CREAMY SOUPS
CHINESE SOUPS MY MUMMY AND GRANDMA MAKES :D
CHOC/STRAWBERRY MILK
PINK DOLPHIN CALCIUM!!!!!!!!!
YAKULT
ICE BLENDED COFFEE
ICE BLENDED CHOC

hahha i decided to cont with this and list my top 10 fav desserts :P

CRISPY PANCAKE WITH PEANUT FILLING ><" so goooooood..
THAT SAGO THING WITH THE EVAPORATED MILK.
MANGO PUDDING FROM YUMCHA GARDEN IN SG
BROWNIES by twin1
APPLE TURNOVER/STRUDLE
CREME BRULEE by benL
CHOC/STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM
OPERA CAKE FROM JG
MUACHEEEE ( i duno if thts how u spell it :P)
TUTU KUEH FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

ok thts it..i'md one..haha wasn't that interesting but meh. :P

ok bye enjoy ur day GBU! ♥

2011-01-11T01:34:00.000-08:00

won't it be cool to have a book that gives u ideas about wad to wear?
i always run out of ideas for outfits xD not that anyone cares AHA

so at work...its been great..
VERY TIRING,get paper cuts sometimes, made frens :)
well some frens are like "hi, bye" frens some are like "*smile*"
and some i can hold a decent convo..
well the frens i've made so far are...
mary,ben,mark,matt,jiejie:P,chris(girl),caitlyn,bill,brad,eric
i noe more guys than girls because working at the back means....more guys....because they do the heavy stuff HAHAHAH

hmm i'm running out of ideas for blogposts...
suggestions?

2011-01-10T05:58:00.000-08:00

you know. i always wondered what i'd be like, what my life would be like, if i never moved to perth.

my older sis, lynn, said she thinks i'd be a bitchy person if i lived my high skl life in singapore..

so i was kinda like "...what!!why would u think tht?"

and she said "cuz u're a little bit like that"

then i was like " WHAT?!?!"

she said she din mean it like that...she said she din know how to explain it.

ok bye

2011-01-10T05:50:00.000-08:00

been listening to music...i love indie/acoustic songs and some dancing songs i guess haha

yeah(x3) - chris brown

beautiful - beast

i like you the best - beast

banmal song - jungyong hwa and seohyun

back to december - taylor swift

sleepwalking - joe brooks

the other side of the sun - joe brooks

kaleidoscope - joe brooks

hello mr sun - joe brooks

photographs and memories - jason reeves

tired of waiting - 2pm

you in a song - jason reeves

what to do - demi lovato

someone else's heart - kina grannis

like a star - corrine bailey rae

ok imma stop right here :P

2011-01-07T19:23:00.000-08:00

fyi i'm starting to wear contacts to church

weird. i know.

look btr with specs. i know.

hard to get used to. i know.

but............................its for the best xD

no SERIOUSLY

my degree is VERY BAD (900)

wearing contacts to stabilise.

i don't want my degree to go any higher..

don't wana get blind D:

ok bye :D

2011-01-07T04:01:00.000-08:00

joe brooks is super awesome :)

good looks+brittish accent=recipe for awesome

yayers

cutest

2011-01-06T04:27:00.000-08:00

aint he so good looking? :D

anyways

got 94.2 fofr my ATAR and i'm happy with it now haha was quite disappointed to start with...cuz i din reach my 96 target...and jane reached her 97 target :P oh well..

i really hope to get the Charles Watson scholarship that i applied for ><"

lalalla just dl so many nice songs :D:D

BYE

2010-12-29T05:09:00.000-08:00

ATAR sigh

2010-12-29T04:35:00.000-08:00

hmmm thinking thinking thinking..

i hate the feeling when u finally solved one thought,

another comes back at u

and u have to think again.

2010-12-22T03:55:00.000-08:00

stuff happens and that's when a hug really helps :)

JUSTIN BIEBER-PRAY
I just can't sleep tonight
Knowing that things aint right
It's in the papers, it's on the tv, it's everywhere that I go
Children are crying
Soldiers are dying
Some people don’t have a home
But I know there’s sunshine behind that rain
I know there’s good times behind that pain, hey
Can you tell me how I can make a change
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray

I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight
Am I a sinner, cause my dinner is still on my plate
Ooo I got a vision, to make a difference
And its starting today

Cause I know there’s sunshine behind that rain
I know there’s good times behind that pain, hey

Heaven tell me how I can make a change
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day

I close my eyes and pray
For the broken-hearted
I pray for the life not started
I pray for all the ones not breathing
I pray for all the souls in need.
I pray. Can you give em one today.
I just cant sleep tonight
Can someone tell how to make a change?

I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and pray
I close my eyes and I can see a better day
I close my eyes and I pray

Love this song

2010-12-19T02:58:00.000-08:00

to the awesome best guy fren: turtleman

birthday post btw ahha :D

since u're in china u'd prob read this when u get back to sg/perth

so hi.

thanks for all the best memories

thanks for listening to me when i needed someone

thanks for genuinely caring

thanks for wearing the shirts i bought for u xD

thanks for training me in RO

thanks for encouraging me when i feel down

thanks for guiding me spiritually

thanks for trusting me with ur deepest worries

thanks for being my fren even though i'm quite weird HAHA

thanks for being a turtleman

thanks for all the weirdest convos ever

thanks for being honest with me

AND

thanks for being one of my best friends for life :D

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

hope u'll like the present even though u might receive it late :P

GBU!

come back soooooooon :D

2010-12-15T05:45:00.000-08:00

hello just came back from sg

the trip back was VERY eventful!

firstly the gate closes at 5.20pm and we went to the immigration at about 5 xD

then we had this lava lamp which is liquid and the ppl were considering whether to let us take it through cuz it was a gift from our aunty..

they wasted 10 mins of our time and it was 5.10pm already!!

so we decided to give it to our aunty to keep so we can take it back next round..

then u noe u have to have this white card paper with a stamp on it and daniel/weiyang lost it.. so he had to fill up another form.

by the grace of God we managed to pass immigration safely..

we rushed to the gate REALLLLYYY QUICKLY and managed to get there on time

PRAISE GOD!

on the plane there were heaps of turbulence...abit scary..

and because i was sick (had the flu ont eh second last day and super bad sore throat), i felt abit queesy..but thank God i did not puke xD

and everything was find...

UNTIL....we had to land.

i was having really bad ear pressure imbalance..sharp pain etc..

so painful!

i started to panick because my mouth was dry and i couldn't swallow much saliva nd i couldn't yawn and it was frustratin cuz i coudln't get rid of the imbalance..

so due to the stress and panick, i started to cry..

i know..its weird..

but i was realli panicking and the pain was...well....painful xD

anyway papa comforted me and prayed for me and weiyang also prayed for me etc..

and even tho the imbalance din go away, it kept at a constant lvl so my ears did not burst xD

thank God i landed safely.

well the rpessure lasted till this morning, it was gone weeee

THANK GOD! :D

and tht was the eventful trip back.

2010-12-04T04:52:00.000-08:00

WEEE JOE BROOOKS FTW! :D

wanna see wad i found while clearing up comp stuff, joseph?

CHILDHOOD MEMORIES

This poem's all about the days

Of school, to me it looks like a daze

Those first few days of primary school

Playing and learning important rules

To now where we've all grown up to be

People who well know our A,B,C

There is this saying that I always hear

And I always thought the meaning was clear

But my view changed of how I see

This saying, this is the school life for me

It all began at the age of five

When I went to school it changed my life

I remember how I cried that day

When my mum said 'bye' and went away

The teacher gave me a lollipop

And I soon was playing with a plastic mop

Around the yard I used to run

Running and falling under the sun

But then I had to go to year one

And as years went by, it got less fun

I found myself in grade three

Hoping to grow just like a tree

Outside my house that grew so tall

Thw ind would blow but it'd never fall

I dreamt of the day I'd be five foot nine

Those days I don't have to stand in line

And by the time I'd reach grade four

I wanted to grow up even more

I went to school every weekday

Not coming to learn, but rather to play

The next two years really flied by

But I hadn't learnt much, I wonder why

I began year seven waiting for the end

And then I met an old friend

We had went to pre primary together

But he left and I thought I wouldn't see him ever

To my surprise, he was put in my class

And we became friends again really fast

The whole year was really fun

Where no one defied the year sevens, no one

Then came the day I was waiting for

The day I'd leave school forever more

Of course I just mean primary school

But I thought I'm at least half way through

I went to high school the very next year

But something gre, some type of fear

From being teh top of the school I became

The small year eight who was called names

New friends were made and everyone spoke

Of the popular songs and the sick jokes

There were several groups of power, you could say

Each one calling the other, gay

But then we all began to mature

Of course there are always the sick jokes for sure

In year nine, my brother was top in the year

And he always complained how he had to persevere

Through the tough exams he had to go through

Then it came to me, I suddenly knew

That I would someday have to go through the same

In three more years! What a shame

But I decided to try and appreciate these days

It lasted a week and I was back to my ways

Of killing time just to get by

Waiting for weekends where I could say goodbye

To school work and teachers and practicing piano

And as the years went by, I began to grow

Then came year ten when I'm five foot nine

I have some work but it was fine

Until the day they had this shocking announcement

I wished on that day I was absent

So I couldn't hear anything about the stupid exams

Year ten is supposed to be as easy as eating ham

I had always planned to take it easy

From year one to year ten I'd be carefree

At year eleven and twelve I'd do my best

So that my TER would be high, that's what I guessed

But exams in year ten, that's just useless

It's just adding one more year of un-needed stress

And now I near the end of the year

Writing this poem because I fear

If I fail English, My parents will kill me

And this is definitely not what I call free

I mean, what's growing up if you aren't free

If I still have to do work, I would go to grade three

And now I miss those days I had

It almost feels like I'm sad

I finish with a thought and yawn

That you only miss something when it's gone.

And there it is folks, joseph wong's poem from year 10! xD

suspense satisfied?

2010-12-02T05:33:00.000-08:00

hehe just liek the pictures :D
anyway haven't blogged in ages...

so heres wads happening..
i got a job at EDUCATION WORLD :D
really thank God man!! it was the job i least expected to get..and din even think much of it cuz i tot it wudn't be tht fun..
but it turned out to be prob the best job i could hope for out of all the other jobs i applied for :D
the pay is awesome and i just got paid TODAY!!! $725 WEEEEEEEEE~
teehee well..
after that i thought back and realised how blessed i am..because..myers pays like $12/hour, even tho wooldridges pays $12.70/hour, they dun give as many hours and only start in jan...
and...........kmart aint tht great place...pure and natural is food..and i've jsut ahd about enuf of food xD
then theres............hmm forgot the last job i applied for but yeah...
I'M LOVING IT..ok its tiring..and can get abit boring sometimes but hey..its good moneya nd the people there are really nice..like ALL OF THEM :D they're always happy to help and stuff :)

lalala..i learnt how to work the till too.,..i was super nervous at first..but i got used to it..and its pretty fun scanning stuff xD went to hale school( some all boys boarding skl)..
going there again tmr :D

but gahh have to rush back home tmr and get ready for youth and eat then go youth D:
girls need time to prepare ya'noe! xD

ok gtg bye

2010-11-24T05:11:00.000-08:00

so i had work today...
it was really tiring

picking orders, packing orders and restocking stuff..
as u would noe...i did not sit for 7 hours and 45 mins
sat for 15 mins for lunch sighs ><" so tired... then after that went to bunnings and gilberts with daddy... kept walking and stuff cuz my dad couldn't find wad he wanted.. then when i finally came home.. went ont he comp for awhile then went to walk shane.. EVEN MORE walking...plus we got abit lost so we walked quite awhile ><"

well thts my day..
hows urs? :D

FOR HANNAHBONGBONGER :D

2010-11-22T07:09:00.000-08:00

OMG HE'S SUPER GOOD LOOKING :D

ok hannah the songs are:
palm trees or lost souls
superman
lead the crowd
five days of summer
dating game
apple
world at our feet
marching band

YAYERS :D

free-ish

2010-11-11T05:05:00.000-08:00

does freedom(ish) smell good or wad?
smells like grandma's cooking if ya noe wad i mean :P
weeeeee okok so i'm not totally out of TEE but i only have one left on 22nd :D
haha gonna move house on the 19th :) can't wait!!!
my new bed is comfy and bigger xD
:D:D just dun wana put my bed where the mirror is xD kinda scary at night if i do xD
gotta quickly swim while i can but its so cold these days for some reason!

I WANA GO TO THE BEACHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
cept.. i hate how if i wear glasses its annoying and i'd get specs-tann :P
so i shud wear contacts..but then can't get the sea water in the contacts..(tried it last year totally not good. it was all joash's fault.)
anyway.........i shud satrt exercising..
hahaha play bball anyone? APSLEYYYYYYY!:D

my forehead is a battlefield..SERIOUSLY..
hopefully the masks i bought will be at least a lil effective D:

anyway BYE

WACE

2010-11-07T21:41:00.000-08:00

so far all has been alright..
eng was so-so
math non-calc was GOOD
math calc was BAD

ah welll
can't wait for hbio and chem then i'll feel super freee :P
moving house on 19th nov instead
cuz mummy is in singapore cuz granddad got admitted to hospital :(
apparently it was quite bad cuz he caught pneumonia and got urinary tract infection or sumthing.
so he lost appetite..
nv seen him this sick..
but its ok he'll get better :)
and apparently he was quite happy ytd so yay :D
i believe he'll get btr and learn of God's goodness thru this :D

so weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
BYE

favourite

2010-11-03T22:43:00.000-07:00

LEE SEUNG GI :D
talented singer and actor!
go watch my girlfriend is a gumiho or shining inheritance :D

KIM HYUN JOONG
if you duno him..u're outdated xd

PARK JAEBEOM or JAY PARK
ex-leader of 2PM

LEE HONGKI!
the cutie from you're beautiful :D

I KNOW I KNOW~
i admit i'm abit of a JB fan :P

the cool and slick jang geun seok :D

u-kiss!!!
LOOK AT ALEXANDER!! WAY AT THE LEFT SIDE!
hehe so cool xD

SHIN DONGHO!!
the maknae of u-kiss..
hehehe my second fav :P

and last but not least, my no.1 fav! :D
alexander lee eusebio :)

there u have it.
my top fav male stars :D

end of high skl ish !

2010-10-28T22:45:00.000-07:00

hahaha hi
bye

hello

2010-10-28T05:58:00.000-07:00

MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE: ALEXANDER LEE EUSEBIO
He's really cool and gentle :D
me like!

dongho has really grown up! :D
my other fav :D

U-KISS new album: BREAK TIME!
u shud listen to LIGHT IT UP
ITS NICE :d
they all look so nice in this album art :D

and wishing my beloved hannahbanana...
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!
she's super cute, bubbly and awesome!
if u have the chance, GET TO KNOW HER! u wun regret it :D
hehe love her heaps!

weeeee BYE

hi

2010-10-21T02:07:00.000-07:00

hehe cute pic eh? :D

lalala been happier now :)
din exercies as much as last sunday but still good ^^
i shud srsly get a good shooting technique
my technique = luan qi ba zhao
well anyway like bball :D
hopefully can play some in sg :D

sports plan for the summer:
-bball
-baddy
-cycling
-jogging(maybe)
-swimming

weeeeeee..
ahh wace is nearly here..and its CRUNCH TIME!
got my study plan all done..just need to folo it :P
can't wait for everything to be over weeeeee
and hopefully can get a part time job asap!!!!!

bye

for good

2010-10-19T04:51:00.000-07:00

FOR GOOD - FROM WICKED FT. NICK PITERA

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you...

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you

if only i didn't change

2010-10-19T03:23:00.000-07:00

hmm been moody these few days..
sometimes it feels like i;m 2 diff ppl..
one side of me tells myself i have to do this and that and this and that
and another side just wants to let it all out..
sighhh feel dry and empty nowadays
and it just seems like life isn't working out..
i know this sounds emo..but dw i'm not depressed or anything haha.

weee

2010-10-12T04:45:00.000-07:00

wee back to blogging for the moment
haha been watching playful kiss and my girlfriend is a gumiho!
they're both pretty good dramas so i RECOMMEND xD
hmmm mocks have been tough but i'm still alive!
hopefully my results are good ><"
getting them back next week D:
then after tht 2 more weeks till TEE!! GASPPPPPPPP!
can't wait for all of tht to be over..
so mcuh happening
feel so bad for using so much of parent's money :(

- moving house costs plus buying new stuff for the house and rooms
- leavers maybe (40% chance of going?)
- singapore trip

sigh..
hmmm
bye :D

weee

2010-10-08T05:48:00.000-07:00

hehe done with exams :D

chem was quite hard...even the MCQ was hard :\

just hope i get an A ><"

oh well not gonna think about all this now and just enjoy my 1 week off!! :))

heheheee

byee

ft island is beyond otokomae

2010-10-06T19:30:00.001-07:00

super cool :D

what to do when life doesn't go the way u wan

2010-10-05T02:48:00.000-07:00

well ytd eng and jap exam went well :)

sadly maths was terrible and hbio was hard-ish plus i had a bad headache so i couldn't concentrate much :\

i really hope i did well ><"

SUPER TIRED...

4 exams in 2 days is bad..

well at least i only have 1 more to go on fri..

chill today :)

hmm

2010-09-26T07:29:00.000-07:00

ever feel like u want to change but the people around you don't want you to?

sometimes i feel tht way..

and it makes me a little sad cuz its like..u have to conform to wad people want u to be :(

like soemtimes u wana try something new but other ppl wud think tht u're weird...

guess i shouldn't have a people-pleaser attitude eh?

hmm mocks are coming up

so sad everyone holidaying while we have to study but i guess we have more time to cover everything :) hope my scores will bring up my avg to wad to 80s and my eng to higher 70s and my math to a B grade :)

already applied for TISC

its made me really excited about uni somehow xD

i really wana do so many things i wish i could do all of them but i guess its not possible for now :P

gotta learn korean and cont jap :D

and i SHOULD go back to my roots and become btr at chinese eh?

well hope u guys ahd a great week :)

God Bless

an actual post haha

2010-09-22T00:02:00.000-07:00

hehehe latest k-drama i've been watching!!!!

weeeeeeeee khj is so coool xD

well..its called playful kiss and i've finished ep 6 waiting for ep7 to come out

GAH :D so exciting heeheee

but i'm vouching not to watch till after mocks.

teeheeeee

and btw i'm duxing childcare atm by 0.1% only!!!

gotta work hard for my alst assignment due tmr D:

byeee :D

more fashion :D

2010-09-21T23:52:00.000-07:00

so prettty

coolest bedrooms! :D

man i like her fashion :D

i love this bed!!! so cosy and unique :DDD

its fashion time once again

2010-09-20T04:21:00.000-07:00

aww so sweet :D

vintageee!

love this top :D

cool necklaceeeeee

love the sunnieeess

LOVE THE GLASSES :D i want!

wish i had hair like that...ITS SO NICE :D

isn't it cool how she made her own skirt!??!?!

love the accessories!

vintage...nice :D

can i have them all? D:

hHAHA

amazing raceeeeeeeeee

2010-09-11T05:10:00.000-07:00

father's day

TEAM 3

hey..amazing race today :D
the first leg of the race was SO tiring...went from rossy to bullcreek station gasp!
anyway we reached the end FIRSTTT :DDDDD
SO HAPPY but gotta take some time off for some teams cuz one station stuffed up so lots of teams had to wait like an hour ish..
I HOPE WE WINNNN AFTER ALL THE HARDWORK!!!
hmmmmmmm lalalalalalallalaaaa
i'm so tired...
dead beat..
legs aching..
wana sleep...
din go jeremy's party in the end..
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
BYE

you are a radar detector

2010-09-10T05:52:00.000-07:00

hehe prettyyyyy
can't help but wish i was pretty like tht :)

oh gosh i think the cover of radar detector done by mollie, liam and tanuja was AWESOMEEEE
it was really good :) go see on fb ehehe
i like their cover btr than the original haha :P
wish i could dl their cover :D

hmmmm nth much these few days
FINALLY THE LAST WEEK OF WACE REVISION AFTER SKL!!!
gosh i get so tired after it..
ytd ahd a massive ehadache..
managed to study for my chem test in 2 hours D:
ah well the test was alright thank God haha :D
hope i get over 85%

lalalal got jap and eng oral next week
plus math early morning test

shud i go to jeremy's/jackson's party???
ahh
bye:D

lalalaaa

2010-09-05T06:04:00.001-07:00

hmm hi

duno why i feel kinda sad today..

its one of those low self esteem days i guess..

hmmm

i jsut wana sleep and not to anything :(

birthday

2010-09-04T02:23:00.000-07:00

haha september so spring liao :)
i had an
AWESOME BIRTHDAY THANKS TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS :D
i'm surprised at the many gifts i received heheeheee they were all good too :)
thank God for people hahaha :D
lalalalaa so i'm SEVENTEEN already :D
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
photos will be on fb :D

my parents bought a camera for me!! :DDD
got heaps for clothes tooo weeeee
mainly all black tho xD cept for asha nd sue's was blue and white :D
weeeee

went for kaiwa day today too!
it was alright
made soem frens
alina tang, amy lucas etc.. nice ppl :)

zoo

2010-08-31T07:07:00.000-07:00

me and ash hahaha camwhoring in the bus :P

more pics on fb..actually onli 3 more pics..

the other pics are all on ben's cam but erm duno when he'll upload them ahhaa

it was wet today

weeeeeeeee

2010-08-30T06:35:00.000-07:00

new ring and hat yay :D

gwwweeeeen :3

ME = JEAN :D

2010-08-30T05:59:00.000-07:00

ok i decided not to put any fashion stuff today :P
tho i have heaps more to show u HAHHA
hmmm got 92% for my jap listening test..
srsly thank God leh cuz listening is one of my worst in jap ahhaa
my worst is speaking...cuz i always give my nervous laugh :P
allala
and i got 15 outta 20 for my 1984 essay :D
yayy eheeheee

zoo excursion tmr YAY :D
bye

vintage

2010-08-29T06:55:00.001-07:00

this puppy is TOO CUTE :D
wish shane cud shrink xD

hehe love the girl's hair and outfit on the LEFT

SUPER LOVE THE KNIT TOP :DD
WANTTTT~

DOESN'T SHE LOOK LIKE TAYLOR SWIFT?
CEPT' SHE'S A RANGGERRRR :O

it'll be cool if my room was like that :O

gosh ashley is influencing me man

i kinda like vintage style now :P

god is awesome

2010-08-28T07:14:00.000-07:00

God has just been so awesome to me this past week

so many answered prayers..

and heaps of healing :)

i srsly thank God and i noe it was Him who healed me because it happens in a short period of time :)

rmb that YOU ARE WORTHY IN GOD'S EYES

NO MATTER WHAT WRONG U DO, NO MATTER WHAT U'VE DONE,

HE WIILL ALWAYS BE READY TO ACCEPT U BACK INTO HIS ARMS!

of cuz He'll be disappointed but HE LOVES U SO MUCH THAT HE'LL WELCOME U BACK INTO HIS LOVING ARMS :D

GBU :D

moreeeeeeeeeeeee

2010-08-24T06:31:00.000-07:00

love this couple super cute and pretty :D

2010-08-24T06:09:00.000-07:00

ALEX WATSON :D

weee

u know what...ytd God answered a prayer..

jane ahd a migraine in first session during hbio..

and like yeah..prayed for her etc.

and she was healed like in 15 mins :D

weehaaaa PRAISE GOD :D

and like yeah..

alex pallas according to the skl, is getting btr so YAY

PRAISE GOD YET AGAIN :D

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

GBU

cyas :D

i officially have fashion fever

2010-08-24T02:50:00.000-07:00

omg love all these outfits

and din noe emma watson had a bro named alex watson! he's cute :D

officially fashion-fevered

GOD IS GREAT

2010-08-21T05:58:00.000-07:00

hey ppl
haven't blogged a REAL post in ages haha
so here i am

had a super bad day on friday
disappointed in a friend, realised how selfish and judgemental i can be, got 77% in hbio test when i wanted a 90+% seeing as it was an easy test and the previous test i did super bad, heard about alex pallas's drug problem D: , just felt very burdened and tired plus was rushing to idmc straight after math revision after skl..so yeah
but it was truely awesome to be in God's presence..
before everything started, i decided to ask God to lift me from my burdens, to forgive the person tht i found hard to forgive and to clean my heart from allt he bad things tht i've done, said and thought. it was a really uplifting feeling.

laying everything at God's feet and not having to worry about it, He really cleansed my soul and spirit and i just had this sense of refreshness and renewing of myself.
i guess the lesson learnt was that no matter how bad my circumstance is,
God has a solution to everything. He gave His Son so we can be liberated and have joy and He said in His word

"My yolk is easy and my burden is light." - Matthew 11:30

and today,
at idmc..was feeling tired and at the start we took holy communion with daryl and worship team :)

"...By His stripes we are healed." - Isaiah 53:5

this has also made me realise..
that God sent His Son to die for us. The wounds and the flesh that was stripped away by Jesus's persecutors was FOR US!
so that we know He UNDERSTANDS what we go through.
He did it for us!
and yeah
because He's DONE IT, IT IS DONE. THE HEALING IS THERE.
WE JUST HAVE TO CLAIM IT AND NOT LET THE DEVIL STEAL WHAT IS RIGHTFULLY OURS.
GOD HAS GIVEN US LIBERATION, JOY, PEACE, HEALING all these things, IS OURS FOR THE TAKING.
but at times fear and doubt creep in.
so yeah anyway ltr on, i had super bad cramps and din eat lunch etc..
and i was praying so hard for the pain to go away..
and surprisingly enuf just as lunch was over and i went back to visuals, during worship there was no more pain :)
at the cross, everything was done for us!

so yesh thts my story :)
hope its encouraged u :)
GOD BLESSS YOU
xoxo

more :D

2010-08-16T02:35:00.001-07:00

topshop :)

2010-08-16T02:14:00.000-07:00

JOE BROOKS

2010-08-12T04:58:00.000-07:00

OMG SUPER CUTIEEE!

JOE BROOKS :D

LOVE HIM ATM xD

he's tripleplusgoodCUTE + his songs are nicccccceeee :D

hehehee gtg study for chem now!

BYE :D

more clothes :P

2010-08-09T02:07:00.000-07:00

i super likey :D

LIKE THE DRESS ON THE LEFT :]

balhblah
nth much going
just had a hbio test today..
got back my jap results :D
yay got 98%!!!!! super happy praise God :DD
hehehe i tot it was hard...
well i cud've got 100% if i had just 2 more minutes to read abit more!!! ><"
ah well..

ytd went to curtin open day!
it was so-so..wasn't as fun as i tot
plus got blisters from walking :P
ah well at least i got to check out the courses i was interested in :)
cept' i din manage to find where the language courses were..
wana cont. japanese or learn korean :P
hehehehe :D:D
weeeeeeeeeeeee~

not looking forward to mocks leh..
got eng and chem on monday
math on tues
hbio on wed
jap on fri
jap oral the fri after that
D:

byebye

2010-08-07T06:38:00.000-07:00

denim vest with crochet back

OMG I LOVE THE VEST THING THE GIRL ON THE RIGHT IS WEARING :D

TOPSHOP..PRETTTEHH :D

yesstyle

2010-08-03T00:45:00.001-07:00

this last one is the one i want the mosttttttt its so niceeee ><" heheee

hehe been looking at yesstyle and topshop..

argh so nice..

I WANT TO SHOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!

a dream wedding

2010-07-31T03:28:00.000-07:00

WEDDDING GOWNS :D

doodeedahdahwalabeebahhahahateeenanananadoodoodeedoodoo

2010-07-31T03:00:00.000-07:00

today was sue's birthday party..

dun have pics yet but they'll be uploaded on fb i reckon!

hmm it was alright some part parts were really fun and some parts were okok

but doesn't matter cuz she enjoyed herself :)

me jane and ash gave her a box of love!

hahaha fun maing it and i think she loved it :)))

yay it achieved its purpose!! :D

lala so hows everyone else?

2010-07-30T08:09:00.001-07:00

lallala nothing to do

AT APSLEY TODAY :P

2010-07-25T05:54:00.000-07:00

Whats been happening lately? (june and july)

2010-07-25T03:54:00.000-07:00

TODAY AT CHURCH

me and sam xD

HENNA DONE MY JIEJIE

MIGHTY KIDS WITH NLCC :D

JAM'S BIRTHDAY

WORK EXPERIENCE WITH ALICE

BEN'S PHOTOSHOOT(RAY BANS)

and this people, is what i have done so far..

hahahaha if u have fb u've prob seen this already :P

hmmmm

nth much going actually..

just have to read 1984 by george orwell

the first part so boring..i've been stuck at the same 2 pages for like EVER ><"

haha but i noe the later part gets interesting..

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm wads up?

2010-07-15T02:57:00.001-07:00

dead blog..
wad else is there to say?

weee

2010-07-02T23:36:00.000-07:00

hey :D

holidays are finally here

but i got so much to do

hw from all my subjects

doing work experience at margaret huber house in shelley from mon to fri

9am till 3pm

hehe..

then week after going cerventes with family till 14th

the 15th to 17th helping out at chidlren's church camp :)

sigh so busy

ytd went to andrew's house lol

thus the puppy pics

they're absolutely adorable! :D

esp snoooopyyy :D

ehhehee

bye

updating

2010-06-20T04:57:00.000-07:00

hello people who actually tag my blog.

hmmm duno wad to update on..

ohhhh alpha is overrrrrrrr

at the start i disliked my yr 8s and now i love em' ahha

they're quite funny but it can get frustrating when trying to get their attention ><"

ahwell

hmmz i might do work experience at Margeret Huber House at Shelley

its an old age facility ahha..

hmmm ooooo

youth dinnerdance was ytd.

sorry dun have any photos cuz i din bring a camera and wasn't really in a photo mood..

cuzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i was super tired...and was just in an emo mood for some reason :P

anyways i'm sure theres a few photos lurking somewhere in other people's cameras.

oh well i tot i looked horrible tho cuzzzz i duno hahahaaaa put too much foundation xD

i din noe how to put then i asked jane to put for me but she was too busy with other stuff so i anyhow put..

hmm joanne did my makeup..

i curled the front of my hair and joanne curled the back

and joel TRIED to curl the back of my hair HAHA so funnyy cuz he was saying how he watches lifestyle channel about hair makeup and all sorts of stuff and he noes how to curl the hair but when put into practice EPIC FAIL xD

well this must've been quite a boring post so far cuz i'm blabbing and still am xD

ehh today was gonna go to the msia food fair but ended up not going cuz heard it was

VERY crowded, VERY expensive and need to queue for VERY long lol

so went to good old G-FUN :D

then after tht at 2.30pm went xinyi's house for PHOTOSHOOT for ben's photography assignment...

had to pretend to be couple with dean so funny cuz it was epic fail LOL

anyway we were "advertising" raybans :P

sigh wanted to keep the raybans xD

anyways later on we tried other stuff to convey tht raybans brings life to people lol

but yeah had fun so can't wait for the photos to be uploaded onto FACEBOOK :D

NEED TO CHANGE MY PROFILE PICTURE AND THE DND PHOTO IS SO NOT GONNA BE MY NEW PROF PIC :P

anywayy BYE

GOD BLESS :D

especially for matsuoka family and natalie :D ENJOY

2010-06-05T22:38:00.000-07:00

enjoyed?!

pictures

2010-05-22T23:02:00.000-07:00

ERIKO MATSUOKA

REBECCA

THE GANG

MY AWESOME CELL GROUP :D

2010-05-22T23:01:00.000-07:00

haha haven't updated in ages :P

hmmm exams coming up next work GAHH :O

tmr got eng essay and wed is my JAP ORAL EXAM!

hahaha my plan for after exams is to
EXERCISEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
getting fat now cuz i eat too much lol :P

what's wrong?

2010-05-12T01:06:00.001-07:00

sigh been so sad these past days..
doing test after test and getting back results.
its just not been very good..
my maths was the worst!....a stupid 37%..
well i noe its a hard test and all tht but....ARGH!

sometimes i feel like i'm gonna fail......................... :(
i noe i won't but sometimes i can't help but think maybe i would...ARGH
i feel like crying but i always hold it in..

ah well...can't wait for exams to be over..
the stupid thing is tht all my 5 exams are on the first week of exams!
exams start 31 may...

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHH