hey ppl
haven't blogged a REAL post in ages haha
so here i am

had a super bad day on friday
disappointed in a friend, realised how selfish and judgemental i can be, got 77% in hbio test when i wanted a 90+% seeing as it was an easy test and the previous test i did super bad, heard about alex pallas's drug problem D: , just felt very burdened and tired plus was rushing to idmc straight after math revision after skl..so yeah
but it was truely awesome to be in God's presence..
before everything started, i decided to ask God to lift me from my burdens, to forgive the person tht i found hard to forgive and to clean my heart from allt he bad things tht i've done, said and thought. it was a really uplifting feeling.

laying everything at God's feet and not having to worry about it, He really cleansed my soul and spirit and i just had this sense of refreshness and renewing of myself.
i guess the lesson learnt was that no matter how bad my circumstance is,
God has a solution to everything. He gave His Son so we can be liberated and have joy and He said in His word

"My yolk is easy and my burden is light." - Matthew 11:30

and today,
at idmc..was feeling tired and at the start we took holy communion with daryl and worship team :)

"...By His stripes we are healed." - Isaiah 53:5

this has also made me realise..
that God sent His Son to die for us. The wounds and the flesh that was stripped away by Jesus's persecutors was FOR US!
so that we know He UNDERSTANDS what we go through.
He did it for us!
and yeah
because He's DONE IT, IT IS DONE. THE HEALING IS THERE.
WE JUST HAVE TO CLAIM IT AND NOT LET THE DEVIL STEAL WHAT IS RIGHTFULLY OURS.
GOD HAS GIVEN US LIBERATION, JOY, PEACE, HEALING all these things, IS OURS FOR THE TAKING.
but at times fear and doubt creep in.
so yeah anyway ltr on, i had super bad cramps and din eat lunch etc..
and i was praying so hard for the pain to go away..
and surprisingly enuf just as lunch was over and i went back to visuals, during worship there was no more pain :)
at the cross, everything was done for us!

so yesh thts my story :)
hope its encouraged u :)
GOD BLESSS YOU
xoxo